"I don't mean in a 'fishing for compliments' kind of way. You don't...You have to be dead to understand." Jim sighs but he wraps the arm he has around her tighter as though to reassure him he's still there.

"I'm not suicidal. But I was fucked up before I died. Now it's just compounded. I should still be dead. I felt it happening. And trying to rationalize being alive again...sometimes nothing feels real."