It's complicated. He's met the guy once, but he doesn't want anyone else to see his dreams. To be able to see who he thinks he is, deep down.

"Went back with Schon the one time. He helped me out, made it so I wasn't afraid." It's telling that he doesn't immediately brush the offer for help off. Accepting help has never been something he's good at, but. Well.

"Yeah, that might....That might work. You guys don't...don't have those memories. It wouldn't be upsetting for you to see it."