"Yeah any of this 'learn to be a better you' thing kiiinda went out the window when my partner started abusing my body and threatened to kill it if I crossed him. And has been a childish...." Sigh. Jim is tired of explaining this.

He's tired of this entire affair.

"I have learned something from all of this, but it's none of your damned business." And he's not one hundred percent sure it's true, but if it is it changes everything between himself and Felix. And god is that frightening.