twelve_not_fourteen: (Amused - Episode 4)
Han Solo ([personal profile] twelve_not_fourteen) wrote in [community profile] nexus_sages2016-03-29 06:55 am
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The best part of luck is that it will change ...

'It's nice to have things going right for a change, isn't it?'

Fourtity came in peeks and waves for him.  Now and always.  Bad fortune was always sure to come.  Knocking him down, often, and dragging him under waters that seemed far to cold for any one man to withstand.  Tides so strong he had to wonder how he could possibly manage to find his footing again and stand; while the sea threatens to swallow him up.  The crash, again and again - eroding earth into sand.

As surely as the cruel tide of misfortune comes, however, so too does the gentle peace of fortune.  A time to sink his feet into the sand and catch his breath again.  Soaking up the light of the sun as it's rays reach all the way in.  When they finally get in, the beams stoke something inside of Han that is powerful.  Something that is easy for him forget about when he's been so busy trying to keep his head above angry water.

Your peace, Han Solo, comes in the form of a plan finally coming together.

It makes him smile in a way he just can't help.  The Captain walks through the Nexus and even the sounds of his boots striking the ground seem different, today than they did days ago.  The steps lengthened.  His footfalls lighter.

This morning, if you should find yourself out and about, you'll find Han in the parklands of all places.  He is nursing black coffee from a tall paper cup.
brave_heart_verity: (excited)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-01 10:23 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's a good point." Fingers brush over her hair as she considers some of the things she'll need to do before she goes. "'Our kind'? They have humans. Human-looking people. It's... complicated." And possibly extremely racist, she's not sure yet.

The idea of her with an itchy trigger finger gets a laugh. "Me? No. I'm more likely to want to make friends with the cute little whatever." What? She likes animals. She has to like something.

"Really? Thank you. That's very generous." She's surprised more than she's the recipient than that he's capable of it. She knows how very little she deserves from him right now and everything beyond treating her with basic respect is a gift in her mind.
brave_heart_verity: (embarrassed smile)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-01 11:32 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not like she's trying to, and she really didn't see this one coming. She'd been thinking maybe he'd come with her to help her pick one out. One more chance to see him.

"Thank you," she repeats quietly. "That's a lot of work to put in. I'm really grateful." She wonders if he decided this before or after. Probably before. There's no way of asking now. "You realize you don't get to complain about my wanting to treat you to breakfast now, right?"
brave_heart_verity: (happy)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-02 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
"I think I'm still getting the better end of the bargain." And there she goes grinning again. She's briefly tempted to push, to try and get him to agree to coming over so she can make breakfast, but no. He'll let her know if he's ready for that sort of thing again. Or, more likely, not.

If he's got the silly idea that she's not going to treasure the gift just because she found out about it a little early, boy, has he got another thing coming. She will take such care of it, people might start thinking it's a holy relic or some extremely odd version of Caliburn. "I'm sure I can find someone to rig up some way to recharge the power packs. Or somewhere to take them to get them recharged. I'll just have to ask around."

Her Gather Information skill would have so many bonuses.
brave_heart_verity: (looking down)

Well, the Falcon /is/ his lady... ;)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-02 02:05 am (UTC)(link)
Not necessarily smarter. Different smart. Or more inclined to tinker with something for thirty years. Who knows. She hopes it won't take thirty years to find them.

"I will," she promises. "That's one of my favorite days too." She realizes a second too late that maybe she shouldn't have told him that, and looks away while her cheeks flush.
brave_heart_verity: (fragile)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-02 05:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't hang around a human lie detector if you don't want the truth, Han. Not that she isn't trying to be gentle, but. It's hard to act against her own nature.

She's embarrassed and upset to have hurt him. He doesn't deserve that. However much she admires the heroes of her world and others and even loves a few of them, her first and truest relationship was with the semi-reformed god of mischief and lies. She really isn't the good girl some people have mistaken her for. Fear and apathy have made her obedient, to a point. It doesn't take much more than a willing partner in crime to spark her own mischievous side.

The ways that people can hurt you are usually the ways in which people can help you, too. That's what makes life such a gamble.

"It helps," she admits quietly, "to have nice memories to keep me company."
brave_heart_verity: (shy smile)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-03 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
Boy is he in for a surprise someday. Possibly right around when he takes her out for the con job.

"Yeah." Well, this is awkward now. He'd been in a good mood, and she's determined to not ruin that entirely by doing something selfish like crying right now. Better to summon up a smile and try desperately to convince herself, just this once, that everything's okay.

"So... when would you like to go make more? At the cliffs?"
brave_heart_verity: (cautiously optimistic)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-03 05:27 am (UTC)(link)
"Perfect." She'll make it work. No chances for him to back out that way. "Day after tomorrow is perfect. I'll meet you in the Forum?"
brave_heart_verity: (doubt it but I love ya)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-03 02:43 pm (UTC)(link)
'Hate' is a very strong word and entirely appropriate. Yes, she hates the idea of his leaving, and she knows he'll always have the upper hand in that regard. It's a familiar situation for her, and there's a kind of comfort in that.

It's even better when he doesn't try to take advantage.

"Early afternoon? That way you can sleep but we'll still have plenty of time to enjoy ourselves."
brave_heart_verity: (shy smile)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-03 06:13 pm (UTC)(link)
"Okay. I'll see you then." Is he excited? Because she's excited, and wants him to be too. At least a little.
brave_heart_verity: (shy smile)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-03 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
They're an odd couple, that's true. A couple of whats is the question. However much it aches to be near him sometimes, she'd never want to be rid of it if it meant giving up his friendship.

"Good."

Yeah, it makes him a little weird, but it makes her the same kind of weird, and there's something to be said for weirdness anyway.

"I um. Should take care of this." She lifts her basket slightly. "Before everything wilts. "
brave_heart_verity: (embarrassed smile)

[personal profile] brave_heart_verity 2016-04-03 08:25 pm (UTC)(link)
Ver hesitates for a moment, wondering... but she can't fix everything and some things she can't understand well enough to fix at all. (Which sucks and she does not like this at all.) So she gives him a smile and a little wave.

"Bye, Han. See you soon."